First of all I would like to thank Lady Gaga for the title of this blog. As a result you may be reading this with a deal of trepidation as to what might be coming next. Some of you might already know what I am about to reveal about myself, either because I told you or you have worked it out. Also for those of you who have read my previous blogs any preconceived idea of me might be about to be turned on its head.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019m Autistic \u2013 there it is, out in the open. To be precise I have what is more commonly known as Asperger\u2019s Syndrome, sometimes referred to as being an \u2018Aspie\u2019. So first let me start with some personal myth busting:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yes, I have been confronted by these unhelpful labels throughout my life, and as I was only diagnosed when I was 47 (ie \u2018late diagnosis\u2019) not only had I had to deal with these prejudices but I had also learned to copy other \u2018normal\u2019 people\u2019s (Neuro Typical \u2013 aka NT) behaviour in order to blend in with the rest of the world. For me personally Autism is ability not dis-ability. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Even though the condition is so incredibly diverse we as Aspies experience the world in a completely different way in comparison with NT\u2019s; sounds appear louder, colours brighter, textures, tastes and smells more intense \u2013 growing up, for me, night-clubs were a night-mare. Sometimes the best way of describing it is like having the volume and contrast of your TV turned up to maximum and having the stereo going full blast for good measure! This sounds very negative so far, but it isn\u2019t. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I could so easily be bound to and by this, but it is my choice not to and I have to consciously major on the positives of my condition, because that is what God calls me to do. This is despite how emotionally and physically draining it might be to do so \u2013 and there are times when I buckle under the weight. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Philippians 4:8 says this\u00a0“Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable\u2014if anything is excellent or praiseworthy\u2014think about such things”.\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n What for me then are the positives of being a Christian Aspie? Although for some\/many NT\u2019s these may be viewed as \u2018negatives\u2019.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n This is by no means an exhaustive list and over the next few blogs I will endeavour to expand on this and how it impacts both my relationship with God, those I am in fellowship with, but also hopefully help people in the church become more aware of this condition.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n